Friday, October 30, 2015

Testage alphapostbotic

Words go here. Considering what you could call local precedent, more than a few.

Can't even say 'where to begin?' for honest and for reals as the kids say, without treading on the cliche side of the path, in addition to scoring numerous squiggly red lines for questionable spellage. Take that, spellcheck.

Great heaps of different topics surround me, metaphorically. Metaphysically, too, for whatever that's worth. I need some housekeeping, clearing out of a few things inside my head as well as around my lazy ass.

The Recently Deceased and the ever hanging threat of joining them,

the green herb of health that has been the joinery of the longest stretch of goodness and prosperity in my life,

the obvious, plainly broken promises America still pretends it has kept,

the homeless people we're no better than, sleeping on the street every night,

the veterans who've been given one raw deal after another far too long,

the crush of anxiety-ready stuff that bleeds and bulges forth from behind my eyes everyday whether I want it to or not anyway...

Plenty to vent about, complain about, explain, debate, destroy, rebuild.

I have for more than a few years now kept a kind of frame in my head. Not a picture frame, but more like the skeleton of a dollhouse or something. Framework underlying a greater structure.

This framework is the idea of writing to any/all politicians about The List of Things Which Concern Me. It would not be a short one. It wouldn't pretend to be fired up about anything that doesn't interest me. It would be a pretty selfish document for the selflessness it would import in the bigger picture.

Still, I've been steadily at the keep-on-living chore and the usual daily random static of tasks that come along with such endeavor.

But also with the possibility of my first published novella, a big compilation project, a few technical wrinkles almost behind the scenes, and the ever-generally getting-better that comes with no longer being a hormonally ravaged teenage chaos bomb.

In short, I want to write more.

Giving myself the sort of place that feels like it should be... has been more challenging than I thought it would be, even going into it knowing that America's intellectual property and copyright laws are a fucking dismal mass of dead red tape.

But someday soon you'll see a brazen knockoff of the style daringfireball uses and my increasingly unreadable drivel trickling down the middle of your screen.

Just remember to hit Alt-F4 and it'll all go away again.